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Everything Comes Back

The ten thousand things rise and flourish, and each returns to its root. The closing essay follows the eleven teachings home — and says plainly what a series like this leaves out.


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The ten thousand things flourish, and each returns to its root.Tao Te Ching 16, in the usual renderings

§ 01The Return

The fortieth poem, completed

The seventh essay said that everything which rises turns. The sixteenth poem finishes the thought: everything that turns is going somewhere, and where it is going is back.

It reads as cosmology and it is mostly weather, observed honestly. The leaf comes from the root and goes back to it. The wave comes from the ocean and is the ocean again in about four seconds.

The practical version is that a life is made of round trips rather than a single ascent, and that the return leg is the half nobody trains for — which is why so many people are good at leaving and bad at coming back.

§ 02The Eleven, Followed Home

One water, visiting territory

Laid end to end, the series flows downhill and joins.

It began at water: find the give rather than spending force against resistance. Everything after that was the same water in different country.

The fight taken out of action. The openings found rather than forced. The block kept plain. The two phases of one turning, with the building happening in the quiet half. The grain of your own material. The curve that turns at its extreme. The place called full. The acre kept out of production. The boat emptied of its passenger. And the three roots underneath courage, generosity and influence.

Every one of them is a subtraction. Force removed, elaboration removed, the passenger removed, the last increment removed. What is left after the subtracting is not an achievement. It is the thing that was there before the adding started.

§ 03A Culture With No Technology of Return

Superb at departures

Growth without seasons. Careers without a concept of completion. A progress story in which every return — to fundamentals, to rest, to somewhere you have already been — can only be read as regression.

The cost shows up in the places where returns are compulsory and unrehearsed. The end of a career. The end of a project that was an identity. The end of the phase of life you had organized everything around.

A culture that only knows how to go out leaves people to improvise the way back, usually badly, usually alone.

§ 04What This Series Has Not Done

Closing honestly

Twelve essays in, the account I owe.

I have used two classical texts and left out an entire religion. Daoism is not a philosophy of two books; it is a living tradition with temples, ordained priests, liturgy, a vast canon, internal alchemy, ritual and communities that would find this series unrecognizable as anything to do with them. The Western habit of taking daojia as the interesting philosophical part and quietly discarding daojiao as superstition is a habit with a history, and I have just done it for twelve essays.

I read no classical Chinese. Everything here comes through translation, and the most popular English versions of the Tao Te Ching include some that are adaptations by people who also read none — a fact I would rather state than have a reader discover. Where I have said “in the usual renderings,” that is what it means.

I have also been selective in a direction that flatters me. The texts contain political advice about keeping populations simple and unambitious that no modern reader takes seriously, and a strain of quietism that sits badly beside any obligation to act. I took the parts that were useful and left those, which is a legitimate way to read and is not the same as reporting what the books say.

So: not an account of Daoism. One reader’s use of two of its texts, which is what this series has been from the first page.

Note — the half that is missing

Daoism is a living religion, and almost none of it is here.

Temples, priesthood, liturgy, the canon, ritual practice and the communities that maintain them. Treating the two famous books as the real thing and the religion as decoration is a well-worn Western move, and this series has made it.

§ 05Doing It

Learn the road back

The closing practice is the round trip, made deliberately, at whatever scale you have.

01
End the day on purpose the smallest return
A deliberate close rather than a fade into sleep. It is rehearsal for the larger ones, and it takes two minutes.
02
Treat the quiet stretch as the root not as the gap
The off-season, the fallow patch, the year when nothing happened. That is where the next thing is being made.
03
Read a year as a circle not as an audit
Once, in December. What went out and what came back. No grading.
04
Rehearse the long return annually, gently
The ending of the thing you currently are. Not morbidly — because unrehearsed returns are the ones that go badly.
05
Go back to the source this week, in person
Whatever started it. The place, the person, the first version. It is usually still there and it is usually not what you remembered.

§ 06Sources

This list mixes primary texts, translations, scholarship and modern trade books, and the entries vary in how precisely they can be located. Quotations from the discourses follow Bhikkhu Sujato’s translations, freely available at SuttaCentral, cited by the standard sutta reference. Where a phrase is traditional and circulates in several renderings I say so rather than inventing a citation, and anything marked as a paraphrase is my own wording.

  1. Lao Tzu — Tao Te Ching, esp. 16, 40, 48, 64, 81. The return to the root, and the book's own way of ending.
  2. Chuang Tzu — The Complete Works (Watson). The free and easy wandering that comes home.
  3. Heraclitus — fragments. The river, both halves.
  4. Watts, A. — Tao: The Watercourse Way (1975). The series' Western companion, first page to last.
  5. Le Guin, U. K. — Lao Tzu: Tao Te Ching (1997). The rendering this series kept closest.
  6. Slingerland, E. — Trying Not to Try (2014). The science that met the tradition halfway.
  7. Park, S. et al. — athletic career transition literature, IRSEP 6 (2013). Coming home well, measured.
  8. The Everyday Tao, Parts I–XI — this series. Twelve teachings out; one water home. Begin again at the source; the river is new.
§   T H E   T A K E A W A Y

Everything that rises turns, and everything that turns is going back. A life is round trips, and the return leg is the half nobody trains.

Every teaching in this series was a subtraction. What is left after the subtracting was there before the adding started — which is the only claim these twelve essays actually make.

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